She wasn’t so much a criminal as she was simply a thief, but that was her charm. A character straight out of a Dickens novel, in her tattered clothing she ran through the streets of poverty and the working class with a few shillings in her pocket and an angry civilian hot on her trail. Dirt and soot caked and stained the worn materials of her clothes making her look nothing less than a child of the workhouses in England. Like all people whose lives we follow, an introduction is required: her name was Rosie. While she couldn’t spell her surname–‘Rosenthal’–the name ‘Rosie’ always had to do for the few who bothered to ask. If she didn’t have a name, they believed it was easier to treat her as a stray and not as the child she actually was.
Clarification is always best when certain factors about a person are hidden in the shadows, shielded away from the light either by silence or by agenda. In Rosie’s case, it was purely by mystery. She didn’t know anybody in Liverpool simply because she wasn’t from there. If we go a little further up the map of England, Blackpool will be situated not very far from the edge of Liverpool at all. This town named Blackpool was where Rosie was born and raised. Unlike so many children she saw playing on the filthy streets of Liverpool, Rosie never had the fortune to be raised by her parents. At the age of five-and-a-half, Rosie was told by Sister Angelica her parents had died in a car accident. She was found sleeping on the floor in the backseat, still breathing and blissfully unaware. Sister Angelica clarified to Rosie she was only a year and a half at the time–barely a toddler and barely able to remember anything at all. That was fair, Rosie thought. She was so young at the time how would she be able to remember anything about her parents?
Why and how she suddenly found herself stealing for board money and eating every two days, well, clarification is required for that also. Though Rosie couldn’t remember anything about her parents, she could remember the orphanage she grew up in all too vividly. Rosie loathed its medieval architecture and values, but most of all she hated the nuns who practised these values. Gliding through the lengthy wallpapered hallways in black and white–very much the thought structure for each of the wives of the Lord–were the Sisters of Saint Valentine’s Orphanage for Girls of Misfortune. Rosie’s memories of the nuns were painted in black and white as there had been no life or colour in the orphanage.
Every one of the girls was woken on the dot at four in the morning, bathed, fed, then would spend four hours in the classroom and then another four hours completing chores. The supreme ruler of this organisation was Sister Mary Joan: an elderly woman with a straight back, and a permanent frown formed by the wrinkles in her forehead; and the thin lips rarely ever pulled into a smile. If it was, it was more often than not a sardonic smile. Something sinister seemed to brew inside of Sister Mary Joan–something each of the girls felt like tiny, slippery wet eels swimming through the veins.
Inside Rosie’s mind, covered by a thick head of black hair but reflected through her coal black eyes, it had been the nuns who drove her to the dirty streets of Liverpool with the money from the offering box stuffed into her coat pockets. What nobody except the nuns and the other orphaned girls knew was the final straw for Rosie was when she had thrown a small bread roll in Helen King’s face. Her discipline wasn’t the usual twelve minutes before God confessing her sins of unkindness to the wooden carving of a crucified Jesus hung high on the altar’s wall. It was to stand on a chair in the foyer and suffer true isolation by being ignored. “Not a word to her, girls,” Sister Mary Joan would command. “She has brought this on herself; now she must answer to God.”
But in Liverpool… the city was as far as she managed by train, arriving to be greeted by the true image of the war’s aftermath. Not only was the city in black and white but in shades of greys, as well; Liverpool had been sucked of any colour in its architecture and streets. How fortunate the colourful people who lived in its streets had retained their sense of humour–the only thing giving life to the city as they tediously worked themselves to rebuild what Hitler destroyed. She had never seen such a starker contrast to Blackpool; memories she had of the rides, the games, and the weekends she spent running across the wooden docks made the difference all the more obvious.
Blackpool had bright blue skies in the summer; stalls filled with curiosities and trinkets to fascinate the locals and the travellers-by-train; the small carnival perched near the shops with its magnificent lights shining against the night’s background; and its rides to thrill anybody who took a gander at them. Blackpool was a place often dominated by freezing cold weather, but it was alive with the salivating scent of fish and chips in the air. It offered some kind of paradise away from the true melancholy portrait of England. Blackpool too had been struck by the war, but still, it carried on smiling like the people who occupied its homes–Rosie and the other girls at the orphanage included. Liverpool, however, was a sharp slap across the cheek–a backhand for Rosie who still lived in pretty, exciting Blackpool in her mind. Buildings that once stood tall and unmoving were either crumbling all already in pieces, taped off by the police treading carefully through the rubble of each one destroyed, keeping the children away. Homes once lit with warm, golden glows and sounds of merry drunken singing were now empty and lifeless. Rosie saw it all with a lump in her throat, stepping through the damaged streets with her heart beating quickly while her eyes glanced over each ghost left behind. Blackpool had its own tragedy, but Liverpool was painted in it.
You may be wondering why her life story is told in the beginning, but all this information is necessary to know. Now we slip into January of 1960–two months before Rosie’s fourteenth birthday. We find Rosie doing exactly what she does every day on the streets of Liverpool: pickpocketing from simple Liverpudlians who just so happened to be walking by. She could have sworn she had escaped Sister Mary Joan’s wickedness, but Rosie only found herself in the vicious clutches of Nora, the owner of the hostel Rosie camped herself in among sixty other girls. At £3 8s–Rosie almost strolled off with a scoff and two fingers in the air to the Victorian building–it offered warm beds, extra blankets, three bathrooms available to the girls and a little cupboard by each bed. Being in an all-girls hostel with Sister Mary Joan’s long-lost sister, Nora, made it feel all the more like home for her. Shame she was paying the fee through dishonest means. Rosie found the best–yet the roughest–place for her to steal from was the Dingle. Mostly because she blended in among its poor residents.
Admittedly the Dingle was not exactly an ideal part of Liverpool to rob from; unlike Woolton or other middle-class suburbs, the Dingle was occupied by unemployment, poverty, poor living conditions, and seemingly endless breeding from the mothers. The women who stayed home while their husbands worked left their doors open all day, clearing out the stench of body odour and stale cigarette smoke from inside. Whatever the men made to support their families–or what they received from the dole–was spent as soon as he earned it. Their pockets full of shillings and pence jiggled and chimed as he walked from the bus stop and down the dirt-covered street to his home. The girls of the Dingle were sharp with their tongues and fast on their legs, sprinting away from the cruel and bullying Dingle boys. Though she wasn’t born in the Dingle nor did she known anybody who had been, she felt far more at home in its rough streets than being shooed away by the ladies who lived in Woolton. So it was here, in the Dingle, where Rosie tapped, tapped, tapped through the streets in her wearing leather shoes and her tattered pea coat with the big pockets ready for the picking.
Accustomed to the brutal cold England was famous for having on the odd (or regular) day, the men who slipped out of their homes with a kiss on the cheek–or, as Rosie had witnessed while passing by, a good amount of arguing from the inside–began to stride down the street; some quiet and others chatting away about the missus and the kids.
One-by-one, two-by-two, three-by-three, four-by-four did each of these working men leave for the jobs they despised and wished they didn’t have to need. Some grumbled their way out the door with sleep crusting around their eyes, buttie in hand and a flat cap on their head. Rosie passed by two of them weighed down by fatigue already in the early hours of the morning–perfect victims for her to steal from. Rosie’s methods, as insane as she probably was for thieving in the first place, were simple but daring: she’d walk past them with her hands in her pockets, identify which pocket their earnings were nestled in, move to that side, slip a hand in and then walk away with her hands in her pockets once more and the money clutched in her palm. Simple but never easy for any ordinary person unless they were skilled, like she, in the art of thievery. If there was even an art in something illegal.
“Daisy, Daisy, give me your answer do…” She began to sing softly to herself, a small smirk tugging at her grey lips, “I’m half crazy all for the love of you…” The money in her pocket chimed a little rhythm to the time of her song. “It won’t be a stylish marriage… I can’t afford a carriage…”
If Rosie had not been so experienced in keeping herself in an inconspicuous position, she would have been skipping her merry little way down the end of that street. Unfortunately, not being caught implied for her to resign herself to simply walking the rest of the way down the dirty, grey street. Overhead the sky was darkening, clouds forming over each of the roofs of the houses in Liverpool. Her two happy feet turned when she met the corner, leading her down another street with more terraced houses made of red and orange brick coming into view. A little further down here, then a turn to the right, then another turn to the left at the end of that street and facing onto the entryway with its foggy windows and large, oak front door was Nora’s hostel. Expensive living at £3 8s, yes, but it was better than Rosie’s first hostel infested with scurrying rats of disease and endlessly breeding cockroaches crawling along your skin. The second hostel proved to be far worse; she lost hours of sleep due to one woman after the other giving birth to one child after the other. Nora’s hostel was clean–in spite of the fact that Nora, herself, was a foul, cruel woman.
In the distance were two young men dressed in suit jackets with drainpipe trousers; both had their hair swept, tugged and combed into quiffs, lighting the cigarettes placed between their lips in unison.
With an inquisitive study of these two modern characters, Rosie looked over the both of them and their individual yet similar appearances: the young man on the left was coloured in darker shades which contrasted with his milky white skin; pointed of nose, elvish in the face and quite slender in frame and figure. There was something mischievous about him in the same bewildering factor of Rosie possessing a sly charisma; but in this case, the mischief might be too dangerous for her to even try. We can only assume the uneasiness boiling deep down in the pit of her stomach was brought on by the small sprinkle of rain taking fall–or the fear of finally being beaten at her own game. Or maybe there was a possible chance she had mischaracterized him in the same way one would mischaracterize the young man on the right.
Though his facial features were rather peculiar–like something out of a comical illustration–from the overgrown shape of his nose to the fullness in his lips; and the slanted shape of his blue eyes where held an expression hard yet cool like marble. He was slightly shorter than his companion on the left but his advantage was the sheer terrifyingly intimidating quality of his appearance–an appearance which made her palms sweat profusely in the security of her pockets. He looked to be a true Dingle lad; born and raised in a harsh environment which in turn transformed him into a living reflection of his habitat. Nature versus Nurture.
Was she out of her mind? No matter how much trouble these two looked to be, Rosie’s nerves screamed for her to take something from them–as if her entire body was challenging itself on a high. Moisture collected on the palms of her hands with Rosie’s mind suddenly blurred in the onset of her panic: should she do it? What if they did catch her–then she’d be in more trouble than intended. They could beat her up and leave her for dead; a wheezing body left by the side of the street by two teddy boys. Or, if she played it right, she could win and run away with more bob in her pocket and a chance to actually have some food stay in her belly for longer than a day. This all depended on two things: the success of her thievery and what exactly they had on them.
“A bit greedy…” she murmured softly to herself, nibbling on a dirty thumbnail.
No, she couldn’t go for the two of them–one was going to be hard enough. Her mind continued to tick at an alarming pace while her feet kept stepping one before the other, leading her further and further toward her unsuspecting victims.
She studied her options again: the one on the left was taller and quite thin; he looked able to catch up with her if she were to suddenly bolt down the street with his money in hand. The one on the right–though he was much crueller-looking–looked less likely to keep up with her. Something lingered in his demeanour, becoming more noticeable the closer she came to him–something telling her there was a bit of weakness underneath his rugged, teddy boy facade. He couldn’t have been more than twenty-six but even so, age never bothered her. It was the opportunity that did.
Maybe it was the panic buried deep within her that rose to the surface and forced her tiny, booted feet into a sprint. She raced the extra metres down the sidewalk, predictably colliding with the oncoming fellers. In the middle of their conversation, they obviously did not see her running straight toward them or maybe they would have moved out of the way.
And the one on the right would never have found himself in his current position.
His back slammed with an audible thud against the flat, cement pavement beneath him with Rosie landing on top; his companion had managed to grip his fingers around the small ledge of a window, steadying his balance to avoid adding weight onto his mate. In actual fact, there wasn’t much weight in the first place. Derived of food every two days had made its significant effect on Rosie in the past year–she was as thin as a rake and as light as an empty cardboard box. It was far too easy for one to lift her small body–so easy, in fact, the girls at the hostel who were smaller than her could do it.
However, though she possessed very little muscle (even littler when she was dazy without food), this was a great advantage for Rosie. She could pick herself up quicker and run faster than any of them, shooting off down the street without another glance behind her to see if she was being followed. Using this knowledge, the orphan from Blackpool took what she could–the rings on his fingers, to be exact–stumbling the first few steps before sprinting her way down the sidewalk, both feet smacking loudly on the ground beneath them with each panicked step she made. Her breaths came in and out with a head-dizzying quickness, her running fading into a slow stride, her only belief being that she had managed to give herself a fair distance between herself and the two young lads. They were probably still fumbling about on the sidewalk–barely able to comprehend what had just happened.
See, this had been Rosie’s mistake and it wasn’t necessarily her fault either. Her entire body and mind were running on dry adrenaline and water–and even those were gradually emptying the more she had to steal and run from the people of Liverpool. All of her savings for food had been nicked by one of her many roommates; the lack of eating was finally beginning to take its toll. She was drifting in and out as if she were bobbing on the surface of the ocean, slowly making her way further out to sea where she would not die of drowning but of starvation. With each step out the door of the hostel, the pavement felt as if it were turning onto a slant, trying to tip her over. Rosie’s vision began to animate the solid patterns and colours of buildings and landscapes; each one moving and shifting like tiny insects crawling in a certain direction.
Even Rosie had to confess it was the stomach pains that made starving the worst: the less one would eat, the more excruciating they became. If the body thinks pain is going to help, Rosie thought during a particularly nasty evening, it’s proper fucking daft. But she could no longer think anymore. For if she could think she would have been able to process the actual length she had run in her attempt to escape from trouble, realizing she made only a turn around the corner and that was it. The two young men weren’t far behind.
“Oi! You!”
Her heart pumped into an unsteady beat but her feet failed her as she tried to lift them, only managing to fall flat onto the ground with the rings jumping from her pocket and skittering across the pavement. She laid on her stomach, the pains still twisting and stabbing at her insides viciously, her eyesight increasing in the hallucinations distorting the reality before her.
“Well,” she muttered to herself, “worse ways to die.”
“Oh no, luv, yer not gettin’ off easy by playin’ dead…” one of them called out, his Liverpudlian accent thick and reflective of his working class roots.
“Eh, Rich, yer rings…” the other spoke, his voice slightly more refined but not too much.
“Listen ‘ere, you,” ‘Rich’ spoke, stepping over her collapsed form with a single hand swiping to collect the rings off of the sidewalk and the dirt-covered road, “I dunno if ye were doing tha’ fer a laugh or somethin’, but ye deserve a good fucking bollocking–”
“She didn’t even get very far, did she? Just round the corner–bit pathetic…”
“Cum on, get up. Stop messin’ about.”
Rosie’s eyes drifted shut; her entire body was quieting into a rest, easing her into a gradual sleep on the side of the street. She and her body were finally giving up. The kick to the bottom of her foot had barely registered as did the hand brushing across her forehead, smoothing away her knotted curls of black hair out of her face. Somebody inhaled sharply.
“Bloody hell…” Rich murmured softly under his breath. “Are ye still alive?”
Yes, she wanted to say. She could barely open her lips to breathe–her nose was blocked from the cold she managed to contract from Susan (the girl who slept in the bed next to her own).
“Fuck, she looks like me grandfather when he was decomposing.”
“And ‘ere is Johnny Guitar: King of the compliments.”
“And ‘ere is Ringo Starr: still stroking the tramp’s head like she’s ‘is puppy.”
“Mate, she looks sick–”
“Hungry,” Rosie managed to breathe, “but close enough.”
“Ah, she speaks too,” Johnny managed, bending the top half his body to meet her gaze halfway. “Eh, ye in trouble, fuckin’ thief, don’t think yer gettin’ off ‘cause ye look like the Grim Reaper’s daughter.”
“I wouldn’t say I was a thief,” Rosie grumbled honestly, struggling to lift herself from the comfort of the ground. Nap over, time to have a conversation before she’s beaten by two angry teddy boys. “‘Desperate’ I’d say. I’d say I was desperate. A little fun fact would be that I only eat every… two days. Forty-nine hours specifically but nobody else is counting a tramp’s eating routine except the tramp.”
Rosie’s minimal strength managed to roll her onto her back but that was as far as she was able. Every muscle in her body felt like it was slowly shutting down; refusing to work unless it received some nutrients soon. She might actually die quicker if they kick the holy crap out of her.
“I gotta say ye don’t look like a girl from afar,” Ringo commented lightheartedly, “I could’ve sworn I was chasing Oliver Twist.”
“I hear that quite a lot. All I really need is a flat cap and my palms out asking for seconds–that is if I even get firsts.”
Ringo’s brow furrowed, his fingers, now dressed in the rings she had stolen, hung beside his leg. Rosie kept her eyes on his, holding his stare so firmly he seemed uncertain if he could ever let go. “Why are ye so casual about not eatin’ for two days? I wouldn’t be like tha’.”
She managed a sardonic smile–her eyes drooping a little from fatigue. She glanced down at her dress, studying the little patches of wet made by spitting rain. “Of course, you wouldn’t be like that. You wouldn’t be like that because it’s not common for you. You may live in the Dingle, but you eat every day, right? I don’t. You wouldn’t understand.”
“How do you know I live in the Dingle? I could be livin’ in Bootle or something.”
Rosie’s dark pillow eyes rolled over, meeting Ringo’s blue eyes once more with an incredulous stare. “Dingle boys.”
It was all she said to the two of them and yet it was enough. She may be from Blackpool–both Ringo and Johnny seemed to have noticed–but she knew the difference between the Dingle and the rest of Liverpool.
“Fair enough.”
Johnny Guitar–really Johnny Byrne but that was the given pleasure of having a stage name–tried to retain some form of resentment for both him and Ringo, but he seemed to be the only one holding the bridge. He was gradually losing his mate to concern over a small, fragile stranger–Rosie being completely unaware she was working her charms on the large-nosed teddy boy. Of course, it must be said she was evidently far more aware of others than she was of herself and what charisma she may elicit through means of conversation or pulling her weather-beaten lips into a wide smile.
Like all girls entering past the gates of puberty, and into the ugliness which came after, Rosie suffered from insecurities also. She never considered herself pretty whenever she would stand before the hostel’s bathroom mirrors: mostly because she was a little street urchin with knots in her hair and dirt caked under her long nails. But does anybody, besides the narcissists and egomaniacs, ever really think they’re attractive? You could be the most beautiful woman in the world, but you wouldn’t have a clue. Nobody ever does.
Rosie didn’t think herself lovely at all; but her large, black eyes framed by long eyelashes and the softness to her facial features were swiftly making Ringo think otherwise. Or maybe she was just seeing a strange form of pity in those sky-blue eyes of his.
Ringo offered his hand, holding it in front of Rosie. At first, she simply stared at it for a moment, curious about what exactly the gesture necessarily was. Maybe he thought she had taken something else from him–which she hadn’t!
Her heart beat faster in an unsteady rhythm, her nerves tingling uneasily. “I haven’t taken anything else! All I had were your rings–I swear!”
“What–” There was a serious moment of bewilderment on his expression, catching on quickly with a soft chuckle to ease the sharp tension between the two of them. “No! No, that’s not what I meant–take me ‘and, I’ll help you up.”
Rosie’s gaze hardened, dark curls sweeping across her forehead, “I’m not–I don’t do that. I don’t do that. I’m desperate–I’m not stupid. I know what men are like–I know what they want, I’ve seen it before…”
“Well, she’s ready for all outcomes, isn’t she?” Johnny joked, looking slightly perturbed by Rosie’s predictions. How long had she been exposed to the rough side of the Pool? Long enough, clearly, for her to think every man who held his hand out to her wanted something. Suppose they all had.
“That’s not what I meant, luv, I’m tryin’ ta help ya,” his nasal voice lowered in sadness. “There’s a fish n’ chip shop ‘round the corner, how about we get some chips?”
Her stare turned defiant, “I don’t need your charity. I don’t need you to throw a shilling in my face because you feel sorry.” She winced, her stomach feeling as if somebody had stabbed it with a kitchen knife. Her hand snapped to her stomach, holding it like she would be able to stop the agony by rubbing her tummy.
“Yeah, Richie, leave ‘er; she doesn’t need yer charity,” Johnny swung a hand against his mate’s shoulder, trying to persuade him–rather half-arsed–to move away from her before she stole something else from him. He wasn’t fooled by her tear-jerker story or her pathetic mistrustfulness. Or even the way she seemed able to hold Ringo’s stare and interest. “We’ve got a gig in three hours, Rich, we need to find Rory.”
“He’s probably at Stormsville; go check his mum’s place.”
Johnny stepped back, his eyebrows shooting far along his brow, “What? So ye goin’ to leave me for her? Just because she bats her lashes–”
“Can’t resist when a bird bats her lashes, I’ll admit,” he scratched at the curiously lined beard along his jaw, switching his gaze from Rosie to Johnny’s disgruntled expression, “I also can’t resist her when she needs me help, mate, and nobody else is offerin’. Look at her, Byrne. She’s not gonna ask for it.”
Johnny–’Byrne’–fell sheepishly silent underneath his mate’s words as much as his disapproving glare; Rosie, too, finally understood why Ringo was so adamant in helping her–he didn’t feel sorry, necessarily, he was concerned. Genuinely concerned. But for her, while she continued to sit on the pavement with his hand extending out to her once more, she wondered for how long he would be concerned: until he fed her? Until she was undercover somewhere? Or until she was robbing from somebody else to make payment at the hostel–late again because some feller decided she needed to be smacked for her deeds. If there was one thing Rosie learnt early on in her life it was if somebody offers, don’t refuse. “It’s impolite,” the nuns would say as they caned the palm of one girl and made another pray for her sins.
Rosie could barely lift her arm to touch Ringo’s soft palm but luckily for her she didn’t have to. His fingers curled around her small, almost translucently pale hand with a startling amount of strength–or simply because she had never really had much weight on her skinny, little body–and yanked her onto her feet with a single tug. Rosie’s spinning head cleared only to find Johnny Guitar, Ringo’s mate, shrugging his shoulders while storming down the street. She pointed weakly to him.
Ringo shook his head, “Never mind him–he acts like a snob but really he has no boot to stand in where that counts.”
“I’ve seen it all before, it’s alright,” she mumbled, waiting a moment for her head to clear. The pains were fading, but she knew it wouldn’t be for long. She really needed food. “Where…”
“Uh…” Ringo spun on his heel, looking down every street in sight. He snapped his fingers. “There’s a chip shop just around that corner, we’ll go get some chips.”
“Chips?” Her lips pulled into a lovely smile, revealing two rows of straight white teeth flattered by round, dimpled cheeks. Ringo’s breath caught in his throat. “I haven’t had chips since I was six.”
“Aw, well let’s hope it becomes a regular feature in yer program, eh?” He laughed, scratching the back of his neck sheepishly. Rosie noticed his pale cheeks flush with colour–whatever for, she was oblivious to.
“Thank you,” she hurriedly blurted, glancing down to find RIngo’s hand in her own still. Every inch of her body touched by the chilly air of England was freezing to the bone, but Ringo felt warm by her side. Images of curling next to him while she slept passed through her mind’s eye like a reel of film, provoking a small smile on her chapped lips.
“Hang on, woah–where do ye live?” Ringo, in the act of trying to balance on a make-believe trapeze line, almost tipped his newspaper packet of freshly cooked golden chips onto the dirty floor of one of the Dingle’s many streets. Beside him, with much more health and fervour in her step, was Rosie with her own packet of chips paid for by her male companion.
“The hostel at the end of the cobblestone street–the old school run by Nora the witch,” she placed a chip between her teeth and bit down, revelling in the warmth on her tongue. “She’s a mad cow and it’s expensive, but I’d rather pay three pounds and eight shillings for a clean place with a bath than a place with rats and sickness. I stayed in a place like that before and all these women in the family way had their kids with them–so many babies born in that sodding place! I had to get out, it was making me get all depressed about motherhood.”
“Well, if ye don’t like Liverpool so much, why’d ye come here? I would love to live in Blackpool any day, why run away from it?”
“You’ve been paying attention, Richie,” she nicked the chip from between his fingers, grinning sweetly with the nicked treat between her teeth. “Can I call you that? Or is that only friendly terms?”
“It won’t be too friendly if ye keep stealing things from me–I bought you your own packet! Eat yer own chips!”
“Aw, don’t get mad at me,” she pleaded, giggling, “you look so sweet when you’re annoyed.”
He rolled his eyes but hidden beneath his teddy boy facade, Ringo’s heart beat a little faster. What was it about this girl who made the most mundane thing seem like an adventure? They were eating chips and yet Ringo was excited–what for, he didn’t know! That was it. He didn’t know but he was revelling in it all: in the way she spoke, the way she walked, the way she seemed utterly, irrevocably fascinated by even the most pathetic looking thing in the Dingle. To her, the world was intriguing but to Ringo she was the most interesting. A flying pig could fly overhead at any minute and he wouldn’t notice; his eyes were focused entirely on her.
He awkwardly cleared his throat, “Go on then, tell me why yer here.”
“You really wanna know or you just want a story to hear?”
He pointed at the chips wrapped in newspaper clutched in her tiny hands. “I bought you chips,” he deadpanned, studying her sweet, pudgy features as she shrugged, sticking out her bottom lip in a pout. Touché. “So start spillin’ now, missy, or I’ll make ye pay three pounds for being in me presence!”
“That’s expensive for something so unimportant!” She screamed when he started pegging chips at her, the two of them racing down the street with wasted chips landing on the dirty ground for the birds to peck at.
Tradesmen and dock workers swarmed out of nowhere, all dirty from the day’s work and loving the cooling fill of the spitting rain. Though it didn’t seem to be getting any heavier, Ringo managed to wrap his fingers around Rosie’s elbow, pulling her into the shade of an abandoned building. The two continued to walk down the sidewalk while all of the men strolled down the wide road, ignoring the two youngsters with their chips and constant giggling.
“Go on then,” Ringo pushed once more, “tell me why.”
We know of Rosie’s residence in an orphanage and hostels, but the truth was she had never really made any friends; nothing true to last, at least. Nothing to last a month or a year or a lifetime like the friendships she had seen in Blackpool among the women, the men, and the children approaching those years of adulthood. Nearly fourteen years of her life and Rosie had not had a single friend–but she didn’t mind. It wasn’t the saddest fact about her.
Which was probably why she felt so comfortable to tell him the truth. In the span of an hour or two, she had made her only friend.
“My parents died in a car crash when I was two…” she began, telling him at length about why she now found herself in Liverpool–Irish-immigrant-broke, living in an expensive hostel, starving, no family to run to, and when she had finally had it with Sister Mary Joan and the sisters of St. Valentine’s in general. But it wasn’t all sad (she wanted to make it a little of both): she talked about how she often was the one to give the girls haircuts, the kind of games she used to play, sneaking out at night to see the Blackpool lights shine against the pitch black sky, or even the strange Jewish family living next door to the orphanage–the Adams, they were called. But unbeknownst to Rosie, Ringo was thinking. He thought of ways to help her: give her money? Buy her more food? Offer her a place to stay?
Elsie would hang me for bringing a random girl home to live with us, he thought to himself, genuinely running the idea through his mind. Well, yes, Elsie would initially tell her to go home–she doesn’t have a home; she never did–but if he talked long enough, persuaded her, coaxed her into thinking otherwise. There’s the belief that every person should do at least one good deed before they died–no matter how big or small it was. One good deed to help somebody less fortunate (he never thought there was somebody less fortunate than him until he met her). There was also the belief a great reward would go to the person for doing such a good deed–would this even be true?
Ringo glanced down at her–she was smaller than him, even better–his entire body tightening in on itself. She smelt of chips, was caked in dirt and soot and her clothes were actually too large for her. They were for a thin girl in general but on her small frame, they looked to be for a man instead. She wouldn’t last another year around here. She’d be a corpse in the ocean anytime soon–pushed in there because she got caught by some teddy boy gang strutting around the Dingle. She’ll get hurt, he thought. Ringo had been in a gang–he knew. He inhaled sharply, sweat coating his palms, his finger shaking as he lifted another chip to his full lips.
“Ye could, um…” he mumbled around the chips, his blue eyes darting all over his surroundings, attempting to breathe steadily, “ye could stay with me. I live with me mam and Harry but if you’d help around the place she might let ye in permanently; and for free.”
Rosie stopped walking and a few steps of distance came between the two of them. Ringo looked behind him to watch her–study her reaction and see what she was going to do. What was she going to do? Her facial features–dark in colour but pretty in shape–were frozen of any sort of emotion he could recognise.
She took a few steps forward and held her chips out to him, almost shoving them into his chest. Ringo’s brow furrowed in bewilderment, clutching her wrist to keep her from pulling away. “What’s the matter?”
“I told you before; I don’t do that sort of thing. I’ve seen girls end up like this before: they’re given gifts and food and nice things to pull them in and make them sell themselves for the man who treated them nicely that one time. I will not be brought into the… prostitution business by some chips and the promise of a place to stay. That’s how it always happens and I want no part of it. I’m desperate to steal but I’m not pathetic to sell myself because some guy kissed me on the cheek and bought me food.”
Ringo’s stare saddened, his fingers loosening around her wrist but not quite letting go. He couldn’t understand why he wasn’t, he just wasn’t.
“I’m not tryin’ to sell you, Rosie. I don’t want you to end up like those girls either–that’s why I’m offering this to you. I’d have to talk with me mum first and she’ll probably kill me, but better me dead for a day than you forever.”
“Nobody cares about tramps, Richie,” tears welled in her eyes, rolling down her cheeks without hesitation. “Nobody cares about me–or what happens to me. You met me–what–two hours ago?”
“Has it been that short? I could’ve sworn it’s been twenty years,” he joked, holding the chips out to her. “Ye need to eat.”
“Ye need to get your brain checked.”
“It’s an option, not a demand. I’m not forcing you to do anything you don’t want to.”
“That’s a first,” she laughed, taking a handful of salty chips and filling her mouth with as many as she could. “What would I have to do?”
“Just help… She’ll probably want to bathe you–me mam’s like that.”
“Her name’s Elsie.”
“Well done.”
“Is Elsie nice? Does Elsie like random surprises?”
“She likes me,” he chuckled, wiping warm tears from her cheek with his thumb, “I’m in good with the boss.” Rosie nodded.
“Is that a yes?” He was startled when she stepped into him, bringing him into a surprise hug. She nodded against his chest, snaking her arms tightly around his suited torso, feeling the material beneath her fingers. She warmed almost immediately in his embrace.
“I’m glad I met you, Richie. I’ll pay you back some day.”
Unknowingly to him, she was good on her word.